Wednesday, June 21, 2006

I think i am turning into an insomniac.

As tough as that is to imagine ( what with my brains having been fried by the sheer lack of sleep ), I think i am quite incapable of falling asleep now - the flesh cries out for sleep but the spirit, is errr, unwilling i guess. Forgive me if you think i am being corny, one is allowed to plead not guilty for almost any crime on grounds of insanity, so surely for a minor a transgression as this, sleep deprivation is as good an excuse as any.

At this present moment, I trying to prop my eyelids open, having spent the past hour on the bed, but sleep like a wayward child that decides to do things his way, is playing hard-to-catch. Any form of conscious resistance is, of course, futile, and unfortunately, i am not too sure about the unconscious ones going on.

It can't be from worrying about the common test, i am hardly thinking about the damn thing, although when i do, the former often pops in like an uninvited guest, (you know the kind that walks in like it is his birthright and expects you to amuse him ?). All that about me not having to worry about it is perversion of the truth of the worst kind ( the kind you can't plead sleep deprivation), because hey, i worry as much as the next guy, as long as it is a guy of course.

Good Lord at the rate i am going i am going to have to stay awake through the night and leave for school at seven tomorrow, which isn't too enticing a prospect.

Where are lecture notes when you need them?