This will probably be one of my last posts, and if you have been observant, you could probably have seen this coming some time back. Blogging, which used to be quite a pleasure a year ago, has ceased to interest me anymore, because it is inextricably linked to a period I have no wish of reminding myself now.

This blog has been an expression of my thoughts for the past year, but something I have always been guilty of is my belief that words, words, words are sufficient, when sometimes it really is best to keep silent.

I am not saying that I did not have a darned good time, but I cannot recapture that feeling and it probably is best to let go. So as my blogging draws to a close, I would like you to know that my final note is not one of bitterness, or resentment, but rather of gratitude, despite whatever happened, or may happen, because I do think that you have done more for me than I have been able to do for you, even if you don't realize.

I am also sorry that I have not done more, and that I cannot do more. I can only hope that you have the grace to forgive, and hopefully not forget. Not entirely. I think I still have the tendency, even now, to believe that I can somehow make an effort to make everything right again, that if I try hard enough and offer a helping hand, I can get it back on track. But I think we both know nothing is going to come out of it.

So to all my imaginary readers out there and to you, if you are reading this, adios. I hope we are all headed to a happier place. =)

I have not posted for such a long time that I took a while to recall the password to the blog. My prolonged absence from blogging is not, as you would expect, due to school work. I do have EE, TOK and a geog field study, but I won't put it past myself to take the time to blog even if i have tonnes of work left undone, if I felt like it.

Its due to the conspicuous lack of anything interesting to blog about, because everything seems so worn out, everything seems so tired, so uninteresting. I suppose things will change, and they had better do, because I really cannot see why so many people would want to live 'a good long life' if this is all they are getting.