Sunday, May 28, 2006

That Sinking Feeling?

So with half a year gone, and another one and a half to go before i (hopefully) complete my IBDP i guess its time for a wee bit of reflections. Which, if you take the hint, is just another excuse for me to bitch and whine about school.

Theh extracurricular stuff are absolutely killing me - i am beginning to have this sinking feeling that comes from the realisation that the workload is enough to last me all the way until Kingdom comes. I have got an extended essay and a geography field study to work on in november, which effectively means that i am not gonna have my two month holiday at the end of the year, 150 hours of CAS, and on top of that, i still have to study for the exams. which just makes you wonder why i am here blogging instead of doing all these. But thats another story.

There is no way i am going to stay sane through all these, so the best i can hope for seems to be to go insane as unobstrusively as possible, which isn't a very bright prospect if you haven't already noticed.

So here i am on the second day of a one month holiday, fretting about my impending and inevitable doom. I may, of course, be wrong, and this may just be me getting worried over nothing ( prove me wrong because, christ , i sure as hell hope i am .. ) but...

Whatever in hell is the world coming to nowadays?