To be truthful, I am scared. Mind-numbingly so.

The babbling, incoherent fear inside me manifests itself in my gross-overeating, obsessive-compulsive browsing of books, soccernet, blogs. I guess I am trying to do everything I can to distract myself from the fact that I am going to be up against the most important exam so far in my life. While being the least prepared.

Okay fine so I brought this upon myself. I fucked around, and fucked up (abit), this year. But no one told me that the marks are going to be released!

I am scared